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so i reached causeway point at 12.walk around,and chill around.12.45 . someone didnt reply me T.Tnvm,i tried pulling out my stud.nearly killed me,cant pull out=.=
then go school for co.ask lsm to pull it.hurts like siao la.hoho,im wearing a ear stick!1.30,xinen msg me."Where you now?"Laugh Out Loud.co was boring.i didnt know how to play the new song,so i keep staring at jingsi=.=3.30,msg her whether shes free for dinner.then lsm accompanied me to cwp,buy alcohol,go my hse put da ruan,then go tampines.ate dinner alone T.Tslept on the bus on the way back,then xinen replied.what the -.-
yay.what a pleasant(and painful) day D:

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